Just remembering the kiss they shared earlier made Lilian’s mind wander into dangerous territory.
Would it be sweet or bitter? Cool or hot? Would it quell the heat in my heart or make it explode entirely?
She had no answers to these questions, but her body slowly leaned closer toward Roel’s, till their faces were mere centimeters away. She would have pushed on further if not for Roel abruptly letting out a moan.
Alarmed, Lilian immediately jolted upright. It was as if a pail of cold water had been poured over her burning mind, bringing her senses back to her. She could only be relieved that he fell back to sleep right after, so he didn’t learn of what she had just tried to do.
The nervous Lilian spent a while gasping for breath before her anxiety finally calmed down. She stared at the sleeping boy on the bed for a long time before grabbing her head in frustration.
“No, what in the world am I doing…”
Lilian thought about everything that had happened in the two hours since the regression of Roel’s body, and she had no choice but to admit that she was turning abnormal.
It was true that she was previously attracted to Roel under the influence of their blood resonance, but the regression of Roel’s body caused his bloodline to weaken to the point where the bloodline resonance could not affect her anymore.
In other words, her current condition wasn’t caused by external factors but internal factors.
Lilian couldn’t describe the overwhelming feelings burning within her that kept urging her to approach and protect him. She was painfully aware that her strong desire for intimacy with Roel was abnormal. Even with her lack of experience with sibling relationships, she knew that the feelings she harbored weren’t those of an older sister toward a younger brother.
She knew that it was not right, but her feelings refused to heed logic. They kept stimulating her senses, sinking her deeper into the bog.
“I know that this isn’t what an older sister should do and that this is all wrong, but… but…”
Lilian stared at the person on the bed as her breathing hastened. She placed her trembling hands on his oversized clothes, knowing that she could remove it all with just a simple tug. Words couldn’t begin to describe how attractive that notion was to her, but she felt like she would completely lose control if she gave in to her desires.
The only thing holding her back here was her fear of Roel’s rejection. She knew that Roel viewed her as his bloodline kin, an older sister. The relationship they had could come crumbling down if she were to overstep her boundaries.
It was as if the flood gates had been opened ever since she shared that passionate kiss with Roel. It tore down all of her mental barriers and protective mechanisms at a speed faster than she could comprehend, dragging her toward a new territory she had never known about that was both exciting
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